The dream of Jesus as he awakens*

The dream of Jesus as he awakens*

You gave your life up so all may be free

The love from within you so many could see

You sat in agony pleading for your life in the garden

Asking your Father for another pardon 

But something deep inside you, you had to prove

It was beyond all in consciousness in this truth

And to see if love is going to die

To one day sweep all the tears from everyone's eyes

Your day did come to suffer on a cross

Though you knew that this was not a lost

Looking up and saying ,

"Please forgive them Father for they do not know what they done"

This was the heartbeat of love within that made all in one

You were buried in a tomb and on the third day

You cheated death and decided to go your way

When you arose you went back to see some

To tell them all that now life has begun

But something about you before it all ends

And to go into the heavens before you ascend

You look into Simon Peter in amazement it seems

Simon Peter was astonished and you dissolved from the dream

So in a sense is it dreaming that we suffer from

That when we find our way to get out then it is done

To me I believe that yes this is a dream with a veil

And one day we will awaken to no longer be a prisoner in jail

And we will see the other side as it is meant to be

The peace and joy in such clarity

To never return of a cycle of birth and death

But to receive our life like Jesus in our first breath

Dom*Colucci 2013

Jesus in the impossible*

Jesus in the impossible*

Quenched in baptism water above
Creative Being and its thought of Love
Heart in Jesus always there to guide
Know His power strong walking side by side
He taketh me by the hand, shows me my peace
My suffering does end in surrender it ceased

Dom*Colucci 2010

The Kabbalah the way I see it*

The Kabbalah the way I see it*

Before I go any further with this blog it is in my own truth, belief and also opinion. I am not here to sway anyone into my own belief or truth about what I am going to write, so I respect on your opinion as well. OK I have my own belief on Kabbalah, Tree of Life through Creation, and see it differently than someone who is seasoned with this.

A Kabbalah is what many people call a receiving of a Divine Inherent Wisdom from a Higher SELF and Domain or some might call YAHWEH or GOD and this is where all life stems from and breaks off to, as this is the TREE TO GOD as it is GOD. From this there was nothing but it proved itself to be and became and in the process of this it was bore into Light and from that Light it became good. Now that all things good from it it decided to make the material of itself by creating the TREE it knew it was. So it started out as darkness as it was nurtured and taken care for but still knew of the potential to be in the Light that so desperately needed to see it.So Light formed around it to give itself life as in the form of the seed. Because the seed was already in darkness it was being formed into the womb of darkness and then was turning itself into becoming of what is to be. GOD manifesting Himself into a human being. This stemmed from the Darkness the Light He already created. He was subjective to His own reality and made His creation with magnetic bearance to it. So Now God became Himself and began His own creation of Being as He commenced from seed to Now His root or reference of His belief to be.

His stemming from root to path of least effort has Now He knew that subjectively in His belief that He would arise one day but had to test with his patience to TRUST that His subjective reality would prove fruitful through the Laws of Attraction. So He began to grow. Venturing into what He would become. As He was growing through the soil of darkness and beginning to see how the synchronicity of it all was becoming His Vail of ignorance was shedding like layers on an onion, which Now made it easier to climb and start seeing clearer in the Light.

Next in His Higher Awareness a feeling of warmth and Light and all the Universe coming together in the form of being focused, aligned and center, and it is Now that He broke the surface of the same foundation that layed Him to rest. This is His self realization of becoming Source to Himself. After a journey He had, He became stronger in character and never backed down on His own TRUST to be. Now the critical part of who He was and what He was going to be.

It was the breaking of that same ground He came out of and layed to rest in that He would split in the presence of the Ein Soph or Infinite One to reproduce more of Himself in the form of the female gender as to Now call Him a Shekinah or of the female as His branch tips would produce more of the fruit He created Himself with in the nurturing of the womb in darkness, thus forming Himself/Herself a TREE.

When He/She, Aina/Abba seen how good this was with the Light it was an great comfort and joy with happiness to give thanks to the Light that did create this wonderful being and out of that became of unconditional Love and created more with the hopes and prayers and offerings of thanks and appreciation that more would become the Tree they already were.

Now as seed/fruit was dropped many had treacherous encounters on the way to becoming nurtured but when the realization came from that as to being subjective, the fruit/seed became the same potential as its parents became and still are. For Now the dream of the Universe they only had in vision was Now a reality well liked and chosen by themselves before they came into existence. As this is what they created before they were even born, because the Soul which was the Light or Energy already knows of this place.The Soul wishes to guide them all on the path of liberation from all that is material though created by the same being that put it there and make it so it becomes the path of no resistance or Zero Resistance in the Light forever. This in my own opinion is where Jesus sits and He has created His own being from God with this method to be.

All is illusionary in this plane of existence because no one knows of the change with that and that is left up to itself to change that but primarily the job of all beings is to detach from that all that is anchored and ready for change and leave it there like Adam or Eve should have left the tree of knowledge alone. But this is what subjectively GOD wished to do in the first place. Is to see if He would go back to Himself to reproduce Himself like he did Jesus.

Subjectively the Universe was created by yourself for yourself as you are your own Source connected to GOD as this is to be like Jesus. But it was not created objectively to be above others self for oneself becaused that would defeat the purpose of being SOURCE for yourself. Each part of the Universe is already here for the Soul to guide you there with. So in closing I say become subjective on the path of TRUE SELF and DIVINE LIGHT or The CHALICE OF LIGHT and enjoy the ride.

These are my own views as this is my own belief on how I view how Christ manifested Himself to God and how the Universe was put here by yourself by Soul before the physical arrived...If you have your own opinions that is fine but I am not here to sway you into thinking like I do and you are not here to sway me into yours.As everyone sees the highway different but all have the same goal they are traveling on. Capece?

Dom*Colucci 2010

Adam Kadmon, Eve and Jesus Christ(+)

This based on my theory and to be considered my own personal belief and opinion that is fitting to me of my Source...I grew up a Roman Catholic and as time went on I became a Methodist and that did not work and studied Zen Buddhism, but converted to Zen philosophy instead, as I had an experience in 1985 as a portal opened for me as Zero Resistance or as James Arthur Ray of the Secret movie calls the Zero Field and I believe a lady writer wrote about this named Lynne McTaggart about The Field, I still to read the book. In the process of the Zero Resistance of about three days I also was introduced to Kabbalah as we know the Tree of Life.
Run down on Kabbalah as it is Divine Wisdom from a Higher Source than myself or my intelligence, is about Creation and how to live off of God/Source/Higher Intelligence without living outside oneself, forever. Some call it manna. As it is yourself as you are for the present living and as a tree that is planted in the ground and sustains everything around it as it is drawn like the Laws of Attraction is giving it what it likes. The difference between us and a planted tree is that we are not planted but attached as where the story is going. In the early days as story is told to me by Higher Source is that, First, there was a blank and out of blank was a thought which was deep and was having the potential To Be. From that there was an imaginary stew in darkness. From that thought was the Word and the Word was good and named GOD. From God there was a light that He created from the blank and darkness void, which he introduced Himself in the form of Light as High Energy carrying all that stew into a magnetic flux of soon to be Creation. So He considered Light was good. From that He imagined a scenery that would take care of itself all the while as it was proported to stay in the present forever. From that He seen things that could take care of other things in the manner of its own vibrational communication. Now perpetually God was satisfied in all His workings but was missing something from the equation as to see an erect homo sapien as from before as the man prior would not work as to evolve but one day would dissolve, so homo sapien man was made in the form of Intelligence of God as the likeness of Himself, in Spirit. With this a given of privilege to roam as He wish as in Awareness and not as of touch anything in vibration as outside things communicated to itself. Adam Kadmon roamed the land in perfect wonder.
As He was amusing God as Himself in all of art form in its basic design. God asked Himself for Adam Kadmon that would he like to have a partner to continue His art form and thus was created woman. Now as told to me there was another woman, a demon woman, roaming the Universe as her name to be Lilith, but I will not get into that my goal here is to make you see inward. So in the process God created woman for man and had both cling as Caduceus in a Tree of Life form as to God's name being in the center of the form, Y-H-V-H. With this in mind it resembled an atomic structure in perfect geometric form as though it was an extended snowflake. Speaking of which equates to the Hydrogen atom as the nucleus binds the proton inward and the electron outward. This is to me a considered Yang-Yin principle.
So the story goes that Adam was told not to go into the Objective Reality or tree of knowledge which would be detrimental to his and his wife's well being. But Adam got impatient and decided to roam once again into the vast opening, which left Eve vulnerable to the temptations that Adam was about to be taking. Once the split was occurred, the beautiful scenery that once was great in the conscious eye of both Adam and Eve was opened to Objectivity and felt no longer to be Subjective as to Now turning both beings world on to, what the Buddhists call the "Wheel." The Wheel describes everything of birth,death and rebirth as through the ages many have touched it and gained knowledge from looking into the Objective reality but not knowing if it is right or wrong as more sought to fix a problem that was once created. If you keep looking we are supposedly progressing but we are dying doing it as the term goes right or wrong.
Case in point, a man breaks his arm, why because he touched the Objective Reality outside himself in a bar fight. Now a plethora of things happen. First the bar is in shambles, so the owner has to get it fixed and call a lawyer and carpenters. Next the bar owner calls the police and 911. Many people involved so far for one incident. Now the car and ambulance used to go to the scene which was built by robbing those natural resources that were in the beginning communicating to themselves are being used to get a guy in a bar fight with a broken arm. Police and EMT crews arrive on the scene after using 3 gallons of gasoline which was just purchased 2 hours ago and Now they are assessing the situation by writing a report from what was once a tree in Seattle down and taking notes. In the meantime the EMT's are taking vitals from equipment made from rubber, vinyl, plastic and metal which came from a factory of many people to help this individual out and Now they are taking him to a hospital where they will see more people or staff to help this guy reset his arm. While they are doing that they are setting up Xray machines that use alot of energy not only to be used but to build and after he is treated they release him for a future appointment and another appointment to see a lawyer. Now I am not a rocket scientist and would not want to be one because it is not in my subjective reality but it seemed a big waste of everything that just occurred in that scenario in which I call Objective reality, because the guy went outside of himself to have other outsides of other selves to his rescue.
I used a couple of good examples in my paragraph about good and bad. Xray machines are good but they costs so much to build and operate. police cars are good but they breakdown and use alot of energy. Do you see the tree of knowledge. That is why in the beginning it was the start of Objective Reality due to ego and disobedience not only to the God that created man but disobedience to oneself. Man as always chased a dream and ego was his master as man slowly became sick, old and died, likewise woman. It all started from not having patience and touching something and becoming attached to it. This is my story about Adam and Eve, there is more to this story but you get my message, I hope.
Next in the physical realm a man by the name of Jesus Christ walks the planet and goes into hiding for a certain amount of years. From the get go this being was highly gifted and not by artistic talents but of wisdom proportions. some say He went to China to study Buddhism and some say He went to India to study Hinduism, but the point of the matter is He came back a different Man than what He left. In the process of His own Awareness He seen His own death played out for Him because of the Subjective life He found He knew something was of better wisdom than staying on this planet in the realm of Objectivity. Now remember this is my own opinion and belief, as I read into it He knew how to get at His own people by ruining a temple, BIG DEAL, but this is what His setup was to get to Higher Awareness. The Jews turned Him over to the Roman leader Pontius Pilate but Pilate wanted nothing to do with Him so he turned Him back over to the Jews because they believed this man was violating their territory as far as their belief was concerned they pursued to get their wishes fulfilled.
So Now Jesus Christ was condemned to die. So what happens He gets a cross to bear in which is a positive sign that we think when we carry it and we believe it is a pain in our necks or asses but it is our Bodhisattva's but read into it. He goes up a hill in Calvary and I say He comes alive others say He died. Now after the hoopla about Him on a cross which is a positive sign and while hanging up there He becomes His own personal Kabbalah, He comes down and they place Him in a tomb with a big boulder and a little pebble holding it in place. He gets all the strength He can possibly muster and becomes alive in Spirit and glowing physical as light shines through us all day long as the term E=MC2 goes. We are matter (M), Light passes through us (C2), that creates the energy made as designed in the first part of this story. He is free of all carbon based molecules and is Now in the crystallized form as quartz or some crystal gem with his perfect alignment in the Universe as to not touch anything to violate the continuance of outside influence. He comes to the boulder and sees the pebble holding it back...for some reason or another He already knew that as He created the blueprint of His life early on. So He goes to the boulder and somehow the vibration of His feet walking towards the pebble gets out of the way to get out of there and thus becoming liberated. The analogy about this is we take the small things of life that we consider problems and make them super big ones, when all we had to do is kick them out of the way.
Now Jesus walks into the world where Objectivity still exists and sees some of the people He is about to leave behind to have a witness of His departure from the Objective world. Now again I say I am no rocket scientist but the beginning of this world which is slowing ceasing to exist towards the end of its Objectivity started with lack of patience and to become attached to everything its eyes can possibly imagine and it started with Adam and ended with Jesus becoming a being of Subjectivity and leaving the Objective world by itself and not touching it or being touched....My story is told.
So you can continue to strive for a world outside yourself and still become the slave towards your ego or start looking inward for all the answers in wisdom in the Universe as being delivered to you on a daily basis as in the movie, The Silent Flute by Bruce Lee and directed by Sterling Siliphant, about a sage who searches a book guarded by a man named Zetan and finds out the biggest surprise after all the terrible trials he faced to get there to see the book..I won't tell you the ending put it fits for this story I just told....As said this is my own opinion and belief as I see fit to my subjective world. Thanks for reading it.
Peace (+) DOM* COLUCCI 777

Reading into Jesus Christ(+)

This is not a factual story but based on my own opinion as I read into what I see about a man that lived 2000(+) years ago.
I have always been intrigued about avatars and teachers that know of a way to leave the Objective world and can only imagine the kind of life they live that we cannot get to. Well I am only an expert to my Subjective Reality and I believe this is how they live especially my take on Jesus Christ.
I guess every so often when there is a felt in Awareness that final collapse is in the cards for the outside world which I call Objective Reality. By my definition of Objective Reality is an outside world that is an illusion we try to create and maintain as we do not know the forces that can take it away with as we nourish it and maintaining it with the exception of ourselves. In other words we see more good in something outside us than something inside. What I call becoming a slave to our ego, instead becoming the master of the Temple.
Now in the days of Jesus as I read and heard, was a man of such Great Enlightenment to become His personal Kabbalah and ascend to the next level of the Highest Consciousness known to man. As to where He got His teachings, some say India and some say China or possibly both, even as well as coming across to see Native American tribes. He came back a different man. As also reading books or verses in scripture the words to me are someone elses watered down version of how, at the time, suppress people as to seek monetary gain and to become the authority as at the time that is what their egos wanted. I feel something is missing when somebody writes something as to me books and writings are someone elses opinion and do not keep it as truths. Case in point this writing I am doing right Now...It is my own writing and experience. Oh well enough gibberish and get back to Jesus.
Here was a man with all the wisdom and charisma and shown something to man/woman to open themselves up. Now as He is doing this, everyone around does not know He is living an Subjective Reality as this man is inward as communicating to His Spirit. So He is going from town to town spreading His Gospel on how life really is and to break away from man/woman's bondage of ego forever. People see this and cannot believe a being exists as He draws them closer to Him
Now in my belief this man loves everyone but He is trying to show them as to give a man a fish, he eats. But to teach him to fish, he eats for life...As He travels He senses that people do not get the message and view Him as an object, hence Objective Reality, as to hold on to a prize. He reverts inward and meditates and figures the only way to break this bondage is to show mankind His love for them by committing Himself to death. As He knows the fulfillment of God the everlasting life God promises Him. So in the process He turns against His own people and has His own people disown Him.
Now, if everyone has read the book, The Da Vinci Codes by Dan Brown, or seen the movie you will probably get a sense of what I am to say next. As some to believe that is a fictional book as others to see a truth. Well, I am going to cross the line and say I agree with the truth only because I read into what Jesus Christ said at the Last Supper.
Raised as a Roman Catholic and then converted to Methodist and then reading the into the Torah, as my great grandmother on my mother side was a Jew that escaped Nazi Austria in around 1933 before Hitler went there. I also studied Zen Buddhism and narrowed it down to Zen Philosophy but enough of that as I get back on track. For many years as a Catholic, I said to myself, "What? Take bread and give this to you and eat from it. Take wine and drink from it and the cup of Eternal Everlasting Life?" It sounds like a life of getting drunk and becoming overweight....What does that mean? It always puzzled me on how someone can keep suppressing you the same old same old and cannot explain it. But the movie The Da Vinci Codes reads it well.
As of a couple weeks ago standing by the copier at work with a toothpick in my mouth an idea came across me about this. Jesus said as Mary Magdalene was His wife seated on the right side of Him,"Take this bread and eat from it. This is my body to be given up to you. Do this in remembrance of Me." Likewise as He took the cup of wine and said "Take this and drink from it. This is my blood to be shed for you as to a New and Everlasting Covenant." Now as I read into it he did not give a final thanks to food and drink, His hidden message to me is, He was intimate with Mary Magdalene and gave His body and blood (semen) up to an Objective Reality as He was to know what His fate was here on earth. In the process He would have offspring in the world as to teach people through the ages to become subjective with themselves and touch the kingdom of Heaven within. This is what He meant by the New and Everlasting Covenant. Now I know this is controversial but let it be the way it stays then. To me it is written as my opinion and mine alone. As to why the Knights Templars either knew about His offspring or where on the trail to find them.
My opinion is, that religions still view the man as an object and do not search within themselves to find the Kingdom within as He prescribed all of us to do but that is my view on Him. Next He has children in the world that no one knows about because people are to busy finding remedies for all the ills of the Universe as to be left up to the Greatest Quantum Mechanic ever into being...GOD/HIGHER INTEL/SOURCE. As said view Christ as already inside of yourself and believe you are saved and liberated from your ego rather than an object awaiting for salvation from outside yourself. As He said the TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE and the TRUTH He was talking about is the Spirit that was always within as you are finally liberated from you ego and Objective Reality.
I hope you enjoy this blog as well as I wrote it and remember it is my own experience and opinion. Seek within and you will see you truly are.
DOM* COLUCCI(33)+ 777