Look how far you really are*

I am being taught a process of who I am every moment in my Now as things are becoming more crystal clear. I know I still have a long way to go beyond Enlightenment but to me my life here has been one heck of a fascinating one.
First as always I suffered my own hell...but knew the secret on how the human Awareness works to receive the openness of my salvation. It is in the form of the subconscious Awareness...OK Now down this road of who I am, another epiphany comes again in the form of symbolism as in being positive (+) upright and being negative (-) being dead....In which Now you know the metaphor behind this...So once this is established your outcome of your being becomes more crystal clear once again..So I look again and the metaphor of going straight ahead goes with this attraction...
OK fast forward a little more..I open up more by watching nature around me and make a startling discovery about us and nature...I went to my favourite pond in October 2007 and watched the water spill into the creek from the pond by the spillgate....Next an inner voice says to me"Look at the trees and what do you observe?" I am literally blown right out of the water with this profound perspective..All the while I am being accepted and allowed to be in such a Kingdom of Wisdom and see all of nature letting go...So my Awareness tells me "What seems to be the situation in your life?" I ask myself..really nothing Now...To me if this knows who I am it is all said and done for..As I go to work and tell people about this everyone turns skeptic on this idea and says you have to worry..I say"Why?" Who told you to do so..HMMMMMM...You of course because of your reinforced belief system you grew up with...so Now I just had another epiphany and what my personal magnet goes the other way...what might that be?..positive of course...because of my own belief system Now it is running at full throttle.
Fast forward once again, as it is 1 1/2 years later at the same sacred sanctuary..the pond...I am able to look at the sun, please do not attempt to do this unless you are Spiritually cemented in TRUST with Spirit and God, and so it is going down in the west and another inner voice comes to me and says,"reach out and grab the tree in front of you." Of course it is 34 feet away and I say to myself, this is impossible to do." The inner voice says to me,"Then if it is impossible to do then why do grasp things you are not attached to for it is hard to pull them in when they are aeon's away." OK this cures me for good Now..This is the beginning of my Laws of Attraction with Spirit and whatever my wish is it will be provided when needed and not a moment sooner because of our subjective reality...OK many things in the meantime show up that would make people say"WHY ME?"..for me me it is "WHY NOT ME?"..It is a part of your path of acceptance and letting go. Does the moment last longer than the moment that happen..Only if you "attach" to it and becomes your own personal anchor...
OK more about looking on how far you really are..With all this wisdom I have Now it dawns on me to meditate more and see where this thing is going...So I move into Zazen with total stillness and peace and start attracting nature to me as mentioned in one of my blogs back in May of this year about Mother Goose, of course that blog will not be seen with my current name but with my full name as I left intent in July but came back this month and just recently I have pictures on facebook with more geese around me because they feel the calm I am acquiring from my hidden teacher..MY SPIRIT...and I did not have to go to a Zen retreat or pay $650 for a 30 day course for a better life, my life is better as a matter of fact it is the greatest life in my Spiritual journey ever..Always remember you have inherent nature and wisdom inside of you, always..
So I graduate from this total stillness and some people think of my movements are catonic and weird but that is them as I slip away deep inside myself finding that"hollow" core of nothingness and bathe deeply with it...Voila..not only do I find this hollow core but find a little bit of subjective reality in intuition as I go into my subconscious Awareness and start seeing my wonders of what is truly in store for me..pulling from the gut and being patient with my life..After all I still have the rest of my life in front me..you do too..Think I am kidding..look right in front of you and what do you see...
OK finally and getting to the title of this blog...I am getting so far away from the Objective(outside) reality that it is so wonderful that I cannot believe outside myself exists and with the LOA working always on a positive note I am centered with that as well as my analogy is like a hydrogen atom. You have the nucleus(center), then the proton(positive charge or attitude) which is closest to you because you are the image of it and then the electron(negative charge or attitude) make the quantum field work for you in the objective reality as you stand back and watch..and Now everyday that goes by is closer to the core that I pull from the gut as I stem to stream upward in more wisdom as it is the Manna from God as said that man does not live by bread alone..He lives with the Spirit that dwell in him and shows him the direction of his life forward as Spirit has been here before and it is TRUST of that Spirit with God to achieve the ultimate potential in my life as found out in one of my meditations before I came on intent back in March of this year as the same inner voice said to me"The TRUTH will set you free."As the TRUTH is your Spirit and the unreal or illusion is the judgemental ego..Capece?
In conclusion some of my intents sound a little off the wall but I am getting ever so close to my core inner being that my life is filled with happiness and glee that this side of the coin is Now rolling along with the guide of Spirit and the attraction of one hand clapping...I call walk in silence and the direction is forward..see it?..Good....Now enjoy life always....it enjoys you*
Dom*Colucci here in the Now and always here in the Now...anything else is just an illusion(+)